I'm quite sure, I'm not mad Is this diagnosis correct? I feel fine, i'm not depressed It's a common event Your demonic existence Gave a sense to this distance I'll remain in the abyss I can swim it's never too deep And I don't need your pity for this time I don't need your drugs to survive These demons are strong but I can fight I'm saying I'm not insane and I am right And I don't fucking care about the way you refused “me” This abandonment damages just You, breathe when a column falls down that's built new This unable shrink denies the truth 'Till the sun far will rise, pain won't be recognized. In the dark I hide tears So they will believe I've healed In state of uncertainty, every fate seems unclear There's no look in my eyes, but I can glimpse the sunrise And I don't need your fire for this time I don't need your light to survive this shadows are thick but I am bright Don't wait for the sun, it's always night And you don't fucking care if my mind is abused, here But today I screamed louder than you, breathe After the winter every flower blooms So I'm ok, but it’s insane. I'll move on tonight, it's my last goodbye I feel inside, it's my last cry. I'll move on tonight, it's my last goodbye I feel inside, it's my last cry.

Please just shut the fuck up It’s been thousands years of bullshits Don’t try to justify the little party the you hosted The virus under your skin Intoxicates your actions But I don’t give a shit when I focus on my distractions Please stop talking to me Ain’t got time for changing if people pretend to like me “Doctor it’s the voices” Come on baby turn around Cause it’s just those people talking shit behind your back Phone call from my ego, saying I should kill myself So grab your AMT, bro My self-esteem is fucked And see my eyes are bordeaux They’ll try to break me, but they suck Cause I can break myself like nobody fucking else I’m tripping at this party and I have no fucking clue Of why I’m taking to these wooks of what’s my point of view ‘baut deep shit, yeah all good While they’re still pa-pa-parting What are you gonna do? If you’re to high and then realise the problem has been you Look around and see this party looking just like you Listen here be entertained while I’m shit-talking Make space in your blind mind The worst rebellious are the thinkers that can cure your blindness It’s easier to believe for humans raised in the darkness Finally unified under this financial empire So make space, go back to sleep and dream luxury Won’t sound wrong if ya’ll forget the main verb is “to pretend” Selling emptiness, the trend Me and my virus will take part to the amazing fucking plastic party I’m tripping at this party and I have no fucking clue Of why I’m taking to these wooks of what’s my point of view ‘baut deep shit, yeah all good While they’re still pa-pa-parting What are you gonna do? If you’re to high and then realise the problem has been you Look around and see this party looking just like you Listen here be entertained while I’m shit-talking Hallucinating is forbidden Is it a way to partly access what’s hidden? It’s hard to think when your mind is full It’s hard to accept when the problem’s you You lazy monkey start using your brain They won’t lie but it’s not true what they’re saying History teaches, they’re sharing the blame They’re sleeping like you or they are planning out It’s probably something you’ll never find out Hallucinating is forbidden It’s dangerous to find what’s forgotten Scary to think as a conscious being No way to orient, reality’s deceiving So you are fat and so depressed You wanna die, you’re fucking sad, Some fight for life, their brains are dead You feed a country with your snacks So what’s my point, there’s not a point I’m sorry to disappoint And then your system’s disappearing when you die As the history of progress as the lies Go to heaven then your afterlife is fine Go to hell, your one way ticket was denied Accumulating your mistakes But how’d you move on with no fails See your reality break down There’s no way back from the Ghost Town, I’ve drowned Is it true they won’t connect with us just cause maybe there is no life? Is it true that they won’t search for us cause our brains cannot even start that? The extension of my TV is just Two continents, no more And out of that there’s something I don’t even wanna know, then walk through all the walls if you move in a western nation Strangers coming from lands of a evil desolation Centuries ago they were the residence of devils They say they had a pale faces and a bunch of fire weapons I’m tripping at this party and I have no fucking clue Of why I’m taking to these wooks of what’s my point of view ‘baut deep shit, yeah all good While they’re still pa-pa-parting What are you gonna do? If you’re to high and then realise the problem has been you Look around and see this party looking just like you Listen here be entertained while I’m Shit-talking So please just shut the fuck up and enjoy all of these bullshits Not trying to force the system so here is the point of my split Sorry son for all this mess, I was just believing They thought me faith was key and that’s the way I tried to fit in Pray, hope, while you go down Is there any cure that’s gonna avoid auto-destruction Slaves of our own minds we don’t know who our friends are but enemies are here to enjoy The misery of my show must go on and The others fuck themselves they grad their AMTs, bro Entire lives are fucked but it’s the way that it has to go They’ll try to break me but they suck cause i can break myself like nobody fucking else.

Oh the poison in me now Oh cut my breath Oh I’m going under Here it’s all black And I just need a sea To fill with all of my tears And drown on my own Oh it’s enough looking around While their lives are going on I’ve just cold blood on my arms And pulled out hair in my hands Oh I just wanna sleep now Oh as long as I can Agonising over you Over the mess that you left And I just need to drink Those drugs they say make you feel Like you’re less alone Oh I wish I could look around While their lives are going on And finally be part of those That mad world they like so much Oh I’ll keep you in my mind When I commit suicide So I just wanna cry until My lungs are full of tears The voices in my head Will be silenced by death It’s time for pain To leave my veins And I have realised The roots you’ve put inside Of me were full of thorns And even if you watched me die You’ll still hurt me and then and try To push me down to oblivion It is blurry so unclear Is this fake or is this real? Has it always been like that They control your mind instead But who is they? Who am I? I don’t mind Who am I and who is they? No one minds it anyway Tell me human, where’s your God right no? While you’re praying You forget your path Make a choice And decide your world According to your death Murdered by bad mental health Some can’t eat, I’m getting fat Is it better this or that? Cause my hobby is body shaming too.

On behalf of humans I apologise for Having no respect and playing the role of who selects. Are we playing God? Forgive my frauds Cause the deal is if you save me I will change And if you only had some stardust to inhale Experiment as my body will be yours Oh science please, take my life and make it long I’ll confront the unknown of imminence Here’s the deal, do ut des, and here’s my bridle Now it’s real, no more blessing fake idols. What if we didn’t forget who we are? What if we invented no dogmas? And how many times we’ve all been slave so far Of our and minds and business to discuss And H2O in polyethylene Means polyethylene in H2O How fun was it, 1933? And everyone watching the great show. Ladies and gentlemen, see how human he was? He said: “Father, everything is possible for you, take this cup from me. Yet, not what I will, but what you will.” If we only minded more gaps. Para para Lucifer what’s up? Para para You are my last chance Are you shrooms of death cups? Para para I negotiate my future, I’m a human, an abuser. And in front of your computer, You’re the winner, I’m the looser. This world is when “I” squared is minus one It’s so much fun Here on behalf of my race Asking for a new chance Promising those things that I won’t keep and will regret. Your genetic code Can’t hide the frauds. Experiment as my body will be yours Oh science please, take my life and make it long I’ll confront the unknown of imminence. It’s a deal, I’ll be less than suicidal.

My world’s chaos Looks like me I’m online Diving deep No more homeland I had to leave Happened long time ago Actually never Nothing is nowhere Nothing was never anywhere It’s been everywhere So much that you don’t need a where Where would you find your faith To believe you don’t need a where? Can’t do much but adapt Nothing left but accept The next step is just above World Wide Web is how we evolve (What is wrong?) I’ve been trying to update I am stuck on this frame All I see all I feel limited by 3Ds And I found the dd error In my motherboard I couldn’t see my consciousness in any different form And I-i-i I’m your heretic dream All my beliefs are on a USB The new doctrine Froze the bloodstream Can’t do much but adapt Nothing left but accept The next step is just above World Wide Web is how we evolve (What is wrong?) I’m sorry I’m stuck at this door I’m wondering if I could have a look Of what’s behind myself Cross the mirror and watch through your worse deception What can I do? What can I know? What do I have the right to hope? To find out that you suck, you’re so stupid and corrupted, self destructive So get the fuck away from me Beings that come from the water Beings with brains so they wonder We will be stuck in the shadow Or there’s a way out this cave The ideas are my tool Black, black rain Huge drops. People craned their neck to the sky With their mouth wide open Beings made out of some cogs Androids with digital thoughts We will be stuck in Mariana’s Or there’s a way out this trench Information’s the tool Ouroboro’s been the rule How are you accepting the truth? I don’t need your pity for this time I don’t need your drugs to survive